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We have an infestation of fruit flies I guess. They look like super mini-flies, but not like the brown regular fruit flies you usually see I guess.

Anyways, theyre all over my bed, and the kitchen, and everywhere. I am sleeping on the couch tonight.

How exciting. I don't like sleeping on the couch.

And I am terrified of the fruit flies. or whatever they are.

I put some beer out and a new fly ribbon. I hope they all DIE.

Tomorrow will be so much fun trying to clean up my room to make sure they are all totally gone.

What a crappy weekend.

All I did, well, for the past week pretty much, was organize my flickr photos.

I am SICK of photos. SICK.

I guess I'll try to go to sleep now. Ugh.. and no one is home either. suckity suck suck.

So many ads to do and book I have to read. yuck.

and I also heard some lovely news today that pissed me right the hell off from certain "friends" of mine. Nice.

Couldn't be a better end to a night.

This week,

was one of the longest,

most stressful,

most boring,

most time consuming,

most anxiety-rific week that I can think of.

It is now over. and I didn't fuck up the presentation as badly as I did the first time. I'm pretty sure we said convenience a billion times. but whatever.

The iOmni marketing research shit is done.

and now, I can restart my life, because it killed my other one.

working on it all day, most of the night, all week long

hardly got any sleep.

Im just wondering what the grade will be. I really am curious to see that.

Another class starts next week.

and Im driving home for my bros grad party to see a bunch of random people that i dont care to talk to and have to keep my lovely fake face on of niceness.

The fun never ends. Im telling you

Because if I didn't have it, I'd probably fail out of college.

Every time

It is SO easy for me to understand the shit, but then when I speak in front of ANYONE, even if it's just ONE PERSON, I have a freak-out panic attack. Im home now and I feel all dizzy... I say the dumbest things ever.. I hate presenting. When Im up in front of anyone, I forget what the hell I'm even talking about, and all I can do is read off the screen, because there's no way in hell I can talk on my own esp. in those circumstances. I can do everything OK but that. I just went blank today, couldnt AT ALL describe wtf the graphs meant that I made.. and I'm just a wreck.

Woke up at 5 AM to finish.. wtf is wrong with me? Im glad it wasnt the real presentation.. or I would have probably ran out of the room and passed out in the hallway.

I need a shower. ugh, just ugh.

I can't wait till this class is over. Im probably going to have a nervous breakdown by thursday.

Now, after working for hours and hours, I shall continue working, for hours and hours.

Maybe I should eat my sandwich now. I am hungry.

I asked christian what an ant mouth looked like.

He showed me pictures.

I am now afraid of ants.

(9:52:12 AM) spooons: http://www.medtogo.com/assets/images/ant-jaws.jpg
(9:52:22 AM) spooons: THATS AN EXTREME CLOSEUP OF A NORMAL ANT
(9:52:28 AM) katie8619: EWWWWWWWwwww!!!!!!!!!!1
(9:52:28 AM) spooons: ew
(9:52:32 AM) katie8619: NORMAL ANT!?!?!?!
(9:52:35 AM) spooons: yea
(9:52:39 AM) katie8619: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(9:52:46 AM) katie8619: Im AFRAID OF ANTS NOW
(9:52:48 AM) spooons: ha
(9:52:49 AM) spooons: katie
(9:52:52 AM) spooons: imagine how smell they are
(9:52:53 AM) katie8619: omg
(9:52:56 AM) katie8619: i dont care!!!
(9:52:58 AM) spooons: aw
(9:52:59 AM) katie8619: look at that!!
(9:53:05 AM) katie8619: ewwwwww
(9:53:06 AM) spooons: those jaws are soft
(9:53:08 AM) spooons: like our lips
(9:53:11 AM) katie8619: EWWW!!!
(9:53:15 AM) spooons: HAHAHHAHA
(9:53:37 AM) spooons: here they are closed: http://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/0/06/Ant_head_closeup.jpg
(9:53:48 AM) katie8619: EVEN WORSE!!!!!
(9:53:50 AM) katie8619: EWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!
(9:53:53 AM) spooons: aw
(9:53:58 AM) katie8619: its all SHINY
(9:54:02 AM) katie8619: and gooeyyy
(9:54:04 AM) katie8619: EWWWWWW
(9:54:09 AM) spooons: close up anything looks different
(9:54:24 AM) katie8619: i am NOT happy with ant mouths lol
(9:54:29 AM) spooons: :D
(9:54:30 AM) spooons: lol
(9:54:32 AM) spooons: you are too cute
(9:54:43 AM) katie8619: nooooo
(9:54:46 AM) katie8619: you think im a freak
(9:54:49 AM) spooons: i do?
(9:55:00 AM) spooons: i must have missed the 'katie is a freak' memo, cuase i dont

Today was a very artsy day. I ventured out to the post office, and saw two pairs of tennis shoes hanging on an electric wire. It made me smile. Then on the way back, there was a fat moth that landed on my windshield. he was a fatty. it was cute.

I also looked at my pills this morning and thought they looked like a hamburger, and I decided to take random photographs of them at different angles. then I ate them.

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I am going to make a list of bands that totally RULE. That is all.

Well, green day is one of them :)

When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I...

Tears stream down on your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I...

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

I like my hair. I got a haircut and she cut it short. When looking in the mirror, I can't help but think I look like a crazy stay-at-home lady that has oodles of cats and sews with crazy hair that's all over the place and that she doesnt care about who sees it.

I think it was like a week ago that I was having serious problems breathing. I couldnt catch my breath for over a week. Cxn took me to the hospital and they took xrays of my chest and nothing was there. but the funny part was they made me sit in a wheelchair a couple times LOL. I was like... I think I can walk. and theyre like NO. and I had to get all naked into those weird paper gowns and such, which was a bundle of joy. They found nothin lol, but at least I got a bunch of new medications I can take. Im now up to 5 prescriptions a day. YAY!!!!

<3 drugs